New job… New environment……

Today is my third week in MQA…. Before this, i’m thinking of writing it in this blog, however do not have the time and idea to write anything in it. Hurmm….

I’ve been offered as an admin officer in MQA. After a few series of tough interviews (can be considered as it), I managed to place myself as one of their P&P’s. During waiting for the result, is actually a hard time for me. How i struggle to survive in order to calm myself down in RMC. Fighting with my inner demon, not to loose my temper as someone is getting my nerve…..

Now, I am really grateful and blessed. My hope and patient has finally been rewarded. Finally i’ve got what i’ve been yearning this whole years. I’ve got this post, and today i’ve been assigned to “unit khidmat pengurusan” and after a while, they’ll establish a new unit - unit khidmat pelanggan…. wuaahhh!!! my TKPE told the others; “remember her coz she was specially selected”, woaa…. i’m freakin’ out right now as i have to give my best to their trust on me. at least, i’ve proven that i’m not as bad as someone think while in rmc.

Actually i’ve been called for an interview of permanent post back in upm. As a publication officer. I am reluctant to go, however deepdown i feel that it is worth it. Honestly, i really miss my old friends in RMC. I miss their attitude and their craziness. I really miss wani, my best buddy. Still here, i cant adapt with some of the girls. The way they chit chat, they talk and the issue that they are chatting, i can’t understand it. It really makes me feel alienated. Two weeks of induction, still i cant be close with them. They told me i’m too reserved. Maybe I am, but i’m trying…..

will be continue…….