Me and My Life….and also…parents!!!
I bet most of my readers started to feel bored with my nonsense… Write all about me…me…me….. But i dont care. This is the purpose of me creating this blog…. To write what i feel, and what inside my heart…. Don’t care what people might think, coz i am tired thinking bout other people. I need some space for my own self….
Drama….Its always around us.sometimes,when i read a book, or watched television, movies or sort of, i think back… Our life is usually full of drama. Either we ourselves created it and directs it, or we want other people to control our lives, its up to us. i’ve heard too much drama from my family, my friends and my colleague. I too have my own directed drama. It up to other people to judge us.
Something about my past suddenly gives me goosebumps. I used to write about a girl….whom i called a ‘bitch’ in my older post. A nightmare to my life…. The one who represents ‘the pandora box’, beautifuland grace, but evil and malicious in the inside…. Her betrayal, and her jealousy to me, makes me suffering… She would whatever it takes to make me in trouble, even making stories behind my back.
Why I’m suddenly talked bout her? It is because she suddenly asked to be one of my friend list in facebook. Has her no shame at all? At first i accept her, as i do not realise that it is her…Until after i have accepted her, i realised i’ve made a very big mistake. I realise its her. How disgusting…. I sent a message, asking her to leave me alone (of course she don’t reply it, or i give her a ‘good’ words), but it really gives me creeps. Please bitch, leave me alone. I hate you and i don’t need you in my live.
Okay, stop about that. I wanted to write about mothers’ love in this post… Why? It is because i really adores my mother. Her sacrifice for both her children, are really undeniable, and cant be replace. no matter what you do, how terrible you makes her hurt, in the end, when you have no one to turn to, or who you become, only a mother would accept you or welcome you back with an open arms, and smiling face.
I used to makes my mother hurt, and makes her disappointed in me. I regret that… but, later, i realised, when i left alone, no friends to turn to, no boyfriend could help me with my misery, only my mother and family who accept me. Whenever i am sick, no friends would come to me. Only my mother and father…. That makes me realise, how we hate our parents, only their love would last long. We can love our partner to the fullest, but family is more important, because their love remains until end of our life. We cant guarantee that our partner would love us until end of our life, but parents, yes! Sometimes we disagree with our parents, but that doesn’t gives us the ticket to be disrespects to them. I hate to hear somebody telling they arguing with their parents, takes their belongings and get away from their family. It is not going to solve the problems…. I’ve been through that phase, but all our family problems solve after we discuss it….. and also i take my own time to think back my actions…..
My life now….i am happy…really happy with my life. I have a loving fiancee, a perfect parents and siblings (including my naughty but adorable nieces and nephews) and jobs that i love. Although i am having some difficulties in my job, but it is normal. Where ever you go to work, it always have a problem or an issues…. It is really normal. I just have to be patient until i have a permanent post. I am looking to buy a house….. I hope my life would be okay and be blessed all the time… Amin….
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