Alhamdulillah…. Sejak aku bertunang ni, rezeki ku makin bertambah. Banyak gila offer kerja yang aku dapat. Kontrak aku di RMC pun, Alhamdulillah, disambungkan. Aku antara orang yang terawal terima surat tawaran sambung kontrak. Aku dapat offer dari karangkraf, aku dapat offer dari satu syarikat consultant. Syukur Ya Allah.
Dah seminggu aku pindah ke serdang lama. Orang yang angkat barang tu naik pelik, sebab dari rumah teres 2 tingkat aku pindah pegi apartment low cost. Tapi disebabkan rumah sekarang ni sgt dekat dgn tempat kerja (walaupun balik jauh) ngan murah…. aku tak kisah. Perit sebenarnya menanggung kos sewa ngan minyak kereta selama ni. Dan disebabkan aku dah nak kawin, dan kekangan kewangan zaman sekarang, aku terpaksala pindah. Huhuhu…
Rumah baru ni, kawasan setakat oklah. Jiran-jiran pun baik, tapi persekitaran much more better dari Klang… Bersih, sebab ada orang sapu sekeliling rumah. Cuma bau….setanggi ngan colok jiran-jiran aku…. Erk!!!!! takpela. nanti ader duit, aku cari deodorizer… letak dalam rumah. hehe……
Menjadi tunang orang sekarang ni, huhuhu…Banyak ajar aku erti bersabar sebenarnya. Mana yang tahu cerita lama aku, sumer pahamkan? Arms my fiancee…..thanx coz you are so understanding. To all my friends, thanx a lot for your suuport. Really appreciate that. Citer pasal tunang aku ni, dia bukan jenis orang yang suka jiwang-jiwang…Kalau lama tak jumpa, aku kol pun bukan dia nak cakap lelama. Kengkadang tu sampai kecik ati dengar tone dia bercakap dalam fon, tapi he is actually caring. Very caring. He’s not a guy that knows how to say “I love you”, but he express his love with suprises. Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku mohon padamu agar hubungan ini berkekakalan hingga akhir hayat.
Actually aku baru dapat tawaran sambung belajar…di UPM jugak. Alhamdulillah.. Tercapai jugak cita-cita aku. Terpaksalah aku berjimat cermat.. Tapi x per. Asalkan aku dapat naikkan taraf hidup ku.
Oklah..terpaksa menamatkan post kali ni. Tak banyak masa terluang. Nak tulis post ni jer makan masa sejam. Pe2hal pun, jumpa di waktu yang lain. -end-
Dunno why, but nowadays ny hearts and minds fulls of tunes. Always thinking about music and songs..Huhuhu..What the heck happening to me. However, deep within my heart, i fear bout sumthing. I think that all this tunes are just trying to cover up my phobes…
Here, I present you the lirics of Careless Whisper, an evergreen song that still be hear..hehehe….
Careless Whisper
I feel so unsure,
As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor.
As the music dies…
Something in your eyes,
Calls to mind a silver screen,
And all those sad goodbyes.
Chorus
I’m never gonna dance again,
Guilty feet have got no rhythm.
Though it’s easy to pretend,
I know you’re not a fool.
I should have no better than to cheat a friend,
And waste the chance that I’d been given.
So I’m never gonna dance again,
The way I danced with you.
Chorus
Time can never mend,
The careless whispers of a good friend.
To the heart and mind,
If your answer’s kind…
There’s no comfort in the truth,
Pain is all you’ll find.
Repeat chorus
What am I without your love?
Tonite the music seems so loud,
I wish that we could lose the crowd.
Maybe it’s better this way,
We’d hurt each other with the things we want to say.
We could have been so good together,
We could have made this last forever…
But now, who’s gonna dance with me?
Please stay.
(alternatively):
And now it’s never gonna be
That way…
Repeat chorus
Now that you’re gone…
Now that you’re gone…
Now that you’re gone…
Was what I did so wrong?
So wrong that you had to leave me alone?
Its been a while that I haven’t wrote anything here. Lack of idea plus quite bz for my engagement preparation. Tired, exhausted, tense but finally relieved. Though deep within my heart, something creepy came out, but i try to ignore it. Trauma, that’s the real reason. And have to let go the past… However, I hope that the decision that i’ve made is the right choice. Both my parents surely know the best for me. However, leaving behind my own feelings is the painful thing that i have to face….
Today, is the 2nd day that i’ve been somebody’s fiance. Ermm… Life changes. Been teased by most of my officemates. And after a few chat with a ‘friend’, i’ve overcome the creepy feelings. I have to. A two years of waiting, now seems to be worth it. Though he did not tell me anything certain before, but his decision and suprises, makes me feel appreciated. i have to appreciate what path that he took for me. Ermm..I will try to give my heart to him, for the fullest. hopefully i will have no doubt to him anymore.
I know, in this cruel world, nothing would be certain. Today he would say he loves you, but tomorrow, who knows. I wouldn’t dare to take the risk actually, coz i’ve used to get a deep cut in my heart, but he now try to prove to me that i’m the only one. Thanx my heart, coz you are committed and serious. i really hope that you would be my last and I would be your one and only lover. Hope Allah would bless our sincerity and love. As long as I have those rings in my fingers, I would always remember your love to me. Thank you….
I’m sorry friend, coz i have make you sad. I never wish to do that to you. I just hope that you could gain your happiness and we will always be a beloved friend.
Rossa - Ayat-Ayat Cinta
desir pasir di padang tandus
segersang pemikiran hati
terkisah ku di antara cinta yang rumit
bila keyakinanku datang
kasih bukan sekadar cinta
pengorbanan cinta yang agung
ku pertaruhkan
reff:
maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
cintaku padamu
bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta
ketika ku bersujud
bila keyakinanku datang
kasih bukan sekedar cinta
pengorbanan cinta yang agung
ku pertaruhkan
repeat reff
ketika ku bersujud
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