Ku Pinkam Wajahmu 2

Ke mana jua,

Aku berada,

Pandanganku menggambarkan wajahmu

Oh kasihku di langit tinggi,

Dilautan yang sedang menari.

Biar pun aku memejam mata,

Pandangan masih menggambar wajahmu

Berseri, di cermin hati,

Di taman impian ku mimpikan

Kasih wajah

kan

ku jadikan

azimat penguat semangat

Bisaku gagahi cabaran yang datang,

Kasih ku harap kau sudi maafkan

aku yang meminjam,

Wajahmu mengisi kekosongan hati

Chorus :

Diriku……..

yang semakin tenggelam

Ke dasar…….

sepi yang tak bertepi

Diriku……….

yang semakin tenggelam

Ke dasar…

cinta yang tak bertepi.

Biar pun aku memejam mata,

Pandangan masih menggambar wajahmu

Berseri,

Di cermin hati,

Di taman impian ku mimpikan

Kasih wajah

kan

kujadikan penyuluh,

Pabila malam gelap menyelimuti,

Kembara ku menjejak bahagia,

Dengan bayang malam ditindih malam,

Memerah ketitis akhir ketulusanku.

*Ulang chorus

This song is dedicated to…………..(hahaha…..mana leh kasi tau!)

Ku pinjam wajahmu….UHUHUHU!!!!

Thought i want to put this lyric on this blog. but cant put my thumbdrive to this comp. Actually, i feel really lonely nowadays. Dunno why, but being quite sensitive till my bro cant even make a joke with me. Really feel the emptiness inside my heart. Always call my beloved, but still, like sumthing missing inside my heart. Darn….what’s happening???I just try to be happy.

Ku pinjam wajahmu…..this song sang by ‘Teacher’s Pet’. Really like that song. Have sweet memories with it. The 1st song dedicated by Alang for me. Zack…. Stop thinking bout him…… Damn!! Please stop. You’re missing him a lot. He’s not here anymore. Please wake up, zack.

Dunno what’s happening….Dunno what to do. Someone…please…help…me…. Help me to get out from living in the past. Help me to be strong…to face n to build a new life. Could someone please………..?

Zack…do realise.You have no more tears…to show others. What is happening coz you already gaining ur strengh???????????

Deep troubleee…………..

Something happen last night…..really frustracted with myself. I can’t protect the person who always protect me. Luckily, my ‘abg ngah’ and his gang came. Really save us. Now, i just realised, like i said, i’m not as tough as the old days. What happened to me last night is really teach me a lesson. The pain that i get, is not as pain as i feel inside my heart. Walaupun aku kena gelak ngan Min, Fik n the gang, sebab cam tak caya ‘baby’ ni dah tak macam dulu, tapi itula yang aku rasa. Aku boleh blur, semalam. Ntahlah……aku rasa sejak masuk itm ni, aku dah banyak sangat berubah. Dalam diam, api dendam aku start membara. Tapi aku cuba padamkan balik. Aku tak nak jadi zack yang dulu……..

But, i have to ask for apologise from someone…..someone who i always make him worry. I know that i always make you worry bout me. I really didn’t mean it. And i know you got the wrong idea what i’ve said last night…..i cant tell what exactly happen until we met.But, the thing is…..i cent really tell you the whole story. (Tak pe la kalau nak mengamuk pun). Betul2 tak sanggup nak citer. And sorry again if i make u to fell frustracted, and make you worry. Thanx coz alwayz be at my side.

Headache!!!!!

Wake up this morning, got a headache from last night. Yet, it’s still aching this morning. Dunno how to deal with it. The easiest way is just to ignore it.

This week, i’m quite bz with those LIBK stuff. preparing all those paper work, and all those forms. Tetiba jadi rajin lak sem ni. Sebelum ni tak pernah pulak. But, i really enjoy doing it. Rasa cam junior balik. Dah lama tak buat menda-menda ni sumer.

Dunno what to say anymore…..Just want to wish, Good luck for those who takes final exam next week. Hope all of you will do ur best. Me??? I just have two papers this sem but one of it is really giving me a headachhe..But, pleasee….really hoping that i will graduate this sem. Good luckk!!!!!!!!!!!

Is it????

It’s nearly a week that I didn’t update this blog. Have plenty to tell but not in the mood of writing. Nowadays, i’m quite happy with my life. Nothing much happen but it really make me happy. Spending lots of time with my bro (is it?). And sumtimes just lay lazily at home watching Yuyu Hakusho (dunno when i can finish it). I am relieved that i’ve got a lovely brother.Though i’ve never have brother on my own but i’m quite relieved that this brother is always making me happy. Though sumtimes he make me mad with his words…..(hey, i’m quite a sensitive person, dont ya think?) but, he knows how to calm me down. I like to see him smile.Quite cute. honestly, i adore him so much……(not as much with my beloved). Anyway bro, it is quite sad to know you quite late, coz i’ll be leaving this university soon. Love u so much bro……

Al-Fatihah!!!

Hari ni, genap 9 tahun alang pergi. Al-Fatihah untuk dia. Tadi pagi,masa bangun subuh, aku rasa tenang.Tak tahu kenapa. Jiwa aku tak sekacau minggu lepas. Aku sendiri tak faham. Namun, aku masih lagi terasa kesejukan masa hari tu. Sejuk……macam masa aku peluk dan tarik dia dari dalam air. Tenang, seperti waktu aku menatap dia buat kali terakhir. Aku nak menangis, tapi airmata ni dah tak mampu keluar. Apa yang boleh aku buat, cuma doakan kebahagiaan dia ‘di sana’.

(sighh…..)….Lately kerap sangat aku bercerita pasal dia. Sampai tanpa aku sedari aku melukakan hati seseorang. Maaf, sebab ini masa aku terlalu mengingati dia. Lepas ni, mungkin aku dah tak cerita dah. Sebab waktu yang paling kritikal dah berlalu. Mungkin……..

Jumaat lepas, aku ada program kat TBK. Best….Walaupun aku terasa jugak Azhar, Zack, Onah, Dil takder. Ayie datang masa tengah program. Guess who did he bring along?? DEDEK!!! Sabor je la aku. Asyik kena sakat jerr…… Budak tu memang la. Aku tak tidur sepanjang malam. Program! Adala 2-3 orang yang kena lintah. Terkejut gak sbb x pernah2 TBK ada lintah. Weird!!!

Semalam ahad.Ada AGM. Tak payah citer la….boring!!! 5 kali aku pergi, 5 kali benda yang sama dibangkitkan. So boring!!!!Dahlah geng2 aku x der. So, aku buat hal sendiri. Itu dah bagus.

Hmmm…………….aku pun dah tak der idea nak citer apa.Actually aku banyak nak luahkan.Tapi,…..x perlah. biar jer aku yang rasa sendiri.